Hello world....
This is my first blog. I kept a diary when i was in college. The practice continued when i went to university. I still have those diaries. The problems ranging from taking a crush off my mind to bouts of shyness are all there. From the very beginning (by that i mean the time i realized that i had some issues with me) i had a knack for books.Perhaps self-help books were my first love. Dale Carnegie , Qazi Javed( that literiate from Lahore who wrote books from a cocktail of Western self help writers) and many others attracted me. How to be more confident socially was the single question nagging my mind. Every time i read a book and got introdcued to a new idea , i thought this was it. My problem(s) seemed to have been solved. I would repeat the words of the authors i read and thought i had made a breakthrough. That almost always seemed short-lived.
Ironically , i was the most "intelligent" student during all that time simply because i stood first and second in all my exams...but that was just one facet of me. I had world of feelings to bring out but couldn't and simply went with the flow.....The reason for coming on this blog is do away with that old feeling and express myself , the real me here. Why i m doing that?? i don't know . Perhaps i want approval from others? Perhaps i need people like me to interact with me? Perhaps i haven't discussed these things with anyone in my life so far...or perhaps...
Is this how one writes a blog... i was carried away by old memories. More later, but hope i will choose a topic and stick to it next time....
If u have read this far, u made my day,
Thank you...
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